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After this had happend I didn’t realise what I had lost.
The war had passed but every one I knew every one I loved:friends,even family,..
None of them survived,now I had to face the world all by myself.I had fallen from my path my powers they were gone.Stuck here with no money no place to hide stuck on their battleground.
I’m Quari I was a Jedi but I was exiled.
“Exiled…”The only thing I could think about.How was I exiled?I so called betrayed the Republic.I just chose to save lives that were doomed to be lost.We were loosing our battle .
The Jedi Master were not there so they couldn’t see what was going on.
“Hey!What are you doing over there?””Nothing just finding my way home.””Well..Go on then.”The man turned around and walked away.I walk further and a man runs against me.”Oww…””Umh..Sorry .Are you okay miss?..””Unh.Yeah I’ll be fine.No problem.If you don’t mind me asking Who are you?””Sorry that’s going to be for another time.They’re kinda chasing me.”Who?””The Sith.””Hide over there.I’ll trick them.”He runs around the corner behind boxes and junk.A few officers come running towards me.”Have you seen a man running pass here?” “No I haven’t what did he look like?”
“Tall,brown hair.Probably dirty clothes.” “No I haven’t seen him.I’ll keep an eye out for him.”
“Good.If you see him there will be an officer in the center of the city.””Good day.”I look at one of the officers as he looks back at me.”You?”He comes to me and wispers in my ear.”I’ll try.””Officer Leuridan.We have to keep tracking him.””Yes sir.”
I look at hime while he walks away.As they walk further ou of sight I go to the man.”Psst.”He looks over the boxes.”Are they gone?”I nod.”Yes they are gone.””Thank you.I owe my life to you know don’t I ?” “No you don’t have to.But please tell me your name.” “My name is Atreyu Onasi.” “Onasi?Like from Carth Onasi?” “Yes do you know him?”
“He was one of my best friends.” “What ? Is he… dead?” “No .After I was exiled I never saw him.” “You work for the repblic?” “NO.. Not anymore.I want to but no.” “They know I’m family from the republic.I mean my family in he Republic.” “So do I but I understand the rules.I understand the code.” “Come let us go to Dantooine.” “Dantooine? Do you have a ship or something ?” “Umh … Yeah”
“Do the Sith know. Did they find your code?The Republic codes are easely to track down.” “Lets hope they didn’t.” “Wait you stay here for a moment I have to see someone.I won’t be long.”He looks at me.”Yeah sure.Just Psst when you’re back.” I smile. “Yeah sure.”
I walk to the center of the city.I walk to an Sith officer.”Officer Leuridan?” The officer looks at me. “No he’s around the corner.”"Oh okey thank you sir.” “No problem,miss.”
“Trask?”Someone puts his hand on my mouth.”Shh.It’s me.”I turn around.I embrace him “I thought you weren’t alive anymore.” He takes his mask of.”Don’t count me out so soon.”
He kissess me.”Hmm.”I look at him.”I missed you.”I give him a kiss as awnser.”So did I.Come on.”I take his hand.”Let’s go home.”"How?” “A friend of mine has a ship.But first change your clothes you ca take the armor and stuff for you now ..” He pulls me to him and kissess me.
“Of course .”He goes trough a few boxes and finds a shirt and a pants.”Hold this for a moment.”
He gives me the clothes and he takes of his armor.”Miawrr.” He smiles as he puts on the clothes.He puts his armor in a bag .”Let’s go now.”We go back to where I met Atreyu.
“Psst.”Atreyu sits up.”Ah I thought you’d never come.”He stands up “Who’s he?”
“Atreyu this is Trask..” “Her boyfriend.”I look at Atreyu and they chake hands.”Trask this is Atreyu..” “You are the man we …they are searching for.” “Trask please.” “You work for the Sith?” “No I am a Republican but I was left here doomed. They kind of saved me.But now I’m saved again by you two.How can I repay you?” “Do you have a home in Dantooine?” I look at him.”Yes and I’d like you to come live with us.” “Quari.”"Trask.He’s taking us home.”I look at him and lay my hand on his cheek.”Please ..Others would probably ask more to take us.Please mother must be worried about us.” “About you ,you are her family not me.Bastila doesn’t see much in me.” “Bastila?…Bastila Shan is ..Is she your mother?” I look at Atreyu and nod”She hasn’t seen me for years.” “Then let us go .You don’t let a master wait. ”

Hours later:

“Ready to go ?” I nod”Of course”"Trask can you come and help fly the ship.” He passess me,I look at him and give him a kiss.”Be safe” “Quari it’s better if you would rest.” “When are we going to arrive there?” “We’ll be there in the morning.” “Good night Quari.” “Good night.” “Good night.”I go to a room and lie down on the bed.After minutes I fall in a deep sleep .”M..om…” “Mom?No it’s me Trask.Are you okay?”"Unh I’m fine.Why is something wrong?” “You’re sweating.I think you have a fevor.” “Are we almost home?” “Yes just few more hours.” “Good.Can’t wait to see mother.” “You should rest now.I’ll wake you when we are there.” “Allrigh..t..” I open my eyes and see Atreyu coming towards my bed.I sit up and he kissess me.I lay back and start kissing him.
I wake up in tears and see Bastila sitting in front of me.”Quari?What’s wrong?”"Mother?” “Yes dear it’s me.Tell me what happend.” I embrace her.”My dream was terrible.First you where there I woke up without any problems.But then it was…..” “Oh so you found her.” We look at Atreyu who’s standing in the door.”Of course I did.Shouldn’t a mother know where her daughter is.” “Mom,maybe we should discuss this in private.I have so much to tell you.” “You’re right dear.Now where’s that Trask of yours?” “Umh..He’s…” “Right here..”He comes in the room.”Miss Shan.”He comes to me and gives me a kiss.”Mom…”I embrace her. “Quari… ” I fall unconsieus in her embrace.”What happend to her?” “How should I know?She’s been with you for years.” “You are her mother.” “Get out…” “What?” “You heard the ladie…Get Out.” Atreyu comes in the room while Trask leaves.”We should take her inside.We can see what wrong with her.” “I’ll take her.” Bastila takes me in her arms.”I already have her.” “Allright then.”They take me inside the Republic med-bay.”Uhn..”They lay me on a bed.”M..mm..” She goes over my head.”Shhhh.” Carth comes inthe med-lab.”Carth.She’s almost waking up.” “Good.” “No..no….”I wake up in tears again.I look up and see Carth Bastila and Atreyu. “C…Carth?”He nods.”Carth!”I sit up and embrace him.”I missed you.” Atreyu looks at me. “Atreyu are you allright?” “Atreyu?Wheredo I know an Atreyu from..” “Uncle Carth..” “Hehe how are you?” “Fine thanks to Quari.” “Oh?”
Bastila puts her hand on my back. “Quari?Are you allright?” “Mom I’d like to talk to you.. in private.”I look at her.”Please..” “Of course.” Bastila looks at Carth.”Yeah yeah I get it.Come Atreyu.” “I’ll see you later .” “Yeah”
A few minutes when they leave. “What’s happend to you?” “Nothing I just this morning when I woke up,remember?” She nods. “I had a weird more a nightmare.I never had it before.But…” “Easy easy,It’s okay.” “No it’s not he in my dream he kissed me he said that Trask was… that Trask was dead he tried to turn me to the Darkside.I was so scared mother.” She embraces me.”This will not happen…” “Mother you must hate me.. I betrayed the Jedi Code.” “So did I or else I couldn’t have you.” “Can’t the Code be changed?” “No it can’t . The Code is good but many betrayed them the found love.” I look down “I didn’t want to but…” “You did well how else can there be peace if there isn’t even love.” “I’ve been exiled mother..I chose to try and save lives people who were fighting..I didn’t want to see them.. Father he … oh mother…”I embrace her.”He… he died i…n front of me.”Bastila looks in shock and embraces me.’Poor thing..’ “He was .. he was killed by Darth Sidion.” “Sidion?..Your grandmother’s aprentice…” I look up at her.”Kreia? I haven’t seen anyone from the family for years..I can’t even remember what she looks like.”A tear falls from my cheek. “I’ll take you to the family later on.Now look there isn’t that good.”I smile.”Yeah .You’re the best.”I embrace her .”Mom.Can you teach me to become a Jedi again,please?” “Not today.But I will for you everything .Oh Quari.”She embraces me.

“Where is she?Where’s Quari?” “She’s with her mother.She’ll see you later at home.”
“What’s wrong here?” They turn around and see an old woman standing there. “Who are you?” “I’m Kreia.I heard you talking about Quari.” “That’s none of your bussines.” “None of my bussiness?My own granddaughter?Who do you think you are?” “I’m Trask I’m her boyfriend.” “Oh?” “I’m going home come Atreyu.” “So this is your cousin?” “Yes.This is him.” Trask walks away. “Where do you think you’re going.” “Going to find Quari.” “Why bother?I’m right here.” Trask turns around and see me and Bastila coming towards the group. “Quari!” Trask comes to me. “Quari?” I kiss him. “Yes it’s me.” “Bastila?” “Yes?What can I do?” Bastila looks at Kreia.”What do you think?” “I think nothing.” “Mom.” “Quari?” “Is that…” “Yes that’s Kreia.” I slowly walk to her. “What’s the matter child.Go on she’s your grandmother.” I smile . “Always as carefull like you used to be.” I look at her.”Come here.” I embrace her. “We’d better be going.” “Going?Where?” “Home of course.” “But… ” I look at Bastila.” Kreia she’s going to live with Trask.” “With that inpropriat boy?” “What did you call me?” “And what a temper.” I put my hand on my head.
“Why did I ever come back.” “Quari sweetie…”I walk away. “I’d like to be alone for a moment.” I pass Bastila and she looks at me.”I’ll be fine mom.” A tear falls of my cheek.
“I’ll come home.” I walk away from eveyone there.I walk towards an open field and see a kath hound coming towards me. “Rarrgh.” “Get out of my sight !” The kath hound runs off.”Pathetic.” I walk a little further in the field and find a place to sit down.

After a while Bastila comes to me.
“I figured you’d be here.” I look up and see Bastila sitting down next to me. “That’s because you’re te only one who knows all of my secrets ,you know me.” “And Trask?” “He doesn’t.I understand why you and Kreia can’t stand him…” “Sweetie… It’s not of can’t standing him it’s just… how he treats you I don’t want you to get hurt.” “Mother I thank you for your concern but he wouldn’t harm me whatever may happen.” “I haven’t been like this for years…” “I’m happy I’m back home mother.Back on our peacefull planet, children playing everywhere…” “This was our favorit place..” It’s still is.”I smile and put my head against her shoulder.. “How could I even leave?” “We all have to leave once.” “Well I won’t go anywhere anymore not without you.What did you do these past years?” “Waited,I waited untill the day you and your father came back.” “You know mom,I know I’m still fifteen but I really love Trask.I couldn’t stay a day away or I would already miss him.Trough these past years I realize how much I missed you.” “You’re having the same emotions like me.We are almost the same person.” “The same soul person I wouldn’t say completely…” “What do you mean?” “What would you do if your family is in war?” “I don’t know my mind would say go help them but my heart wouldn’t bare to see them .. die…” “I barely survived but Trask kind of saved my life,if he wasn’t there I don’t really know if I would still be here.” “Because of that war? Because Sidion?” I nod as a tear fall from my eye. “They were going to k… execute me in front of every one.” Bastila puts her hand on her head. “Mother.. I’m sorry that I left..” “It’s allright dear.You’re here now, that’s what make’s me happy..Even though your father’s death trough the years you were the only thing that could ever make me happy.” “Mom..” I stand up and reach out my hand to her “… let’s go home.” “Quari? Are you here?” Bastila takes my hand. “That must be Trask.” I look at Bastila. “I’m going to call him allright?” “Yeh.. sure..” “Trask .. Quari’s here.”Trask comes to us. “Quari…” He comes to me and embraces me.He looks at Bastila. “Bastila.. I’m sorry for ..” “This morning?” Trask nods.”"Yeah.” “We were both trying to protect her.It’s just I haven’t seen her for years,it’s normal no?” I go and stand next to her.”I was happy to so Trask but I’m hapier seeing you two getting along.” I smile.. “Bastila … Bastila..” A man comes running to us. “Nemo,what’s going on ?” ” The masters they summon you… phuu …” “Are you okay..” “Quari I must go I’ll come back later.” “Yes.. Mo..master ..”She looks at me and softly smiles..” Trask I’ll see you… ” “Master Shan…” Bastila walks of with Nemo. “Master?..” “She’s going to train me again..” “Serious?” I nod. “I asked her and I talked with her. “About?” I look at him “Family stuff.” “Oh yeah sorry I could’ve known.” No it’s okay.” “I’m gonna be a Jedi once more.” He embraces me. “That’s my wish :You becoming a Jedi.” Look towards the academy. “Maybe I should find my mother.” “Relax she’s going to be fine.”

In the Academy.
“Bastila we have a important mission for you.” “A mission?” Bastila looks at master Vrook. “Where to?” “Many planets.” “Do I get to take someone with me?” “You may take someone with you but maximum two persons an it might come in handy..This robot.”A little robot comes rolling in the room. “T3-M4!” “Yes your old companion.He’s upgraded in one of the best robots in the galaxy.” “You like to take who with you Bastila.” “Carth and Quari.” “Quari?Your daughter she is?” She looks up.”Yes she is I—” You can be exiled for this Bastila.You’d never to betray the republic.” “I’ll never will she–” “Is right here.”I walk towards Bastila and stand next to her. “My mother would never leave the republic for anything.I want to become a Jedi to I’ve seen the suffering of the people I don’t want to start a war.But how can there be peace if there can’t be love?”Bastila puts her hand on my arm. Master Zhar looks at the others masters. “Leave us we need to discuss this.” Bastila turns around . “Quari come..” I look at the masters and turn around.Bastila and I walk out the room.
“Mom what did you talk about?” “About my mission.” “Mission–?” “Beepopee!!” “T3-M4 sorry I forgot all about you.” “Beepo…” “This is Quari yes.” “Hi .” I look at the droid. “What mission?” “Trought the galaxy with two persons and one droid.” “Me?” She nods.”But not Trask..?” “I’m sorry.” “Mom now look at me ..You shouldn’t be sorry.I’m allready happy you chose to take me with you.” “And Carth since you’ve been gone I was spending my days with him.” “And nights?” “No silly.No nights.”We laugh and see Master Vandar comes to us. “Ready discussing we are.” I look at Bastila.”Muchu chaga paca.” Bastila looks at me and smiles. We follow master Vandar back in the room. “Bastila will be exiled—” I look in shock at Bastila.”Master Vrook means Bastila will not be exiled.She will be granted with the title master and may train you Quari.” ” And you ill go on a mission with Master Shan.You will have Cart has company and T3-M4 too.Are there any more companions?” I look at Bastila and she nods. “Mom I couldn’t it’s your mission.” “You can take them with you now but later on you can’t. We’d like to take Trask and Atreyu with us.” “Two more?” “No no. No others,just Bastila Carth and me.”Bastila looks at me. “Are you sure? ” I softly nod. “Good good.Go ready yourself you’ll leave tomorrow at noon.Not an minute later.” “Allright.Now you go.” Bastila nods,she takes my arm. “Come..” We walk out of the room and see Trask standing in front of us.” Quari..Are you allright?” “Trask We’re… We’re going on a mission with Carth..” “I’ll go get..” “Trask .. you don’t understand I mean we but I mean mother and me.” I look at Bastila . “Oh.. I see ..” Bastila wisphers in my ear.”Go with him.” She gives me a kiss on my forehead. I look at Trask. “Trask let me explain” I turn around and look at Bastila. We walk further away from Bastila. “Trask… Mother’s going to train me again in the way of the Jedi.Now she has the title of Master…” I look at him. “I have to go love .” He looks at me. “Quari I undersand..I’ll just miss you.” A tear falls from my cheek. “I will miss you too..Take me home..for the night..”He looks at me …

After a while we come home. “Home sweet home.” I put my arms on his shoulders and someone knocks on the door. “Quari.. open up.” I open the door.. “Uncle Carth?” “Heh he…” “What’s wrong?” “Kreia we… we found her .. She was..She’s been killed.” I look at him. “Ki … Killed?” I look at Trask. “H.. how?” “That’s what we’re trying to find out.” I see Bastila coming to us.I run to her and embrace her. She looks up at Trask. “Come with us Trask.” Trask looks at Bastila and softly nods. We all walk into an open field and see Kreia’s body laying on pile of wood. We see Jedi’s standing around the pile. We walk passed the Jedi’s and see master Vandar coming to us. “A great loss it is. Family and a great friend also.A Jedi she was.” I nod and Bastila says. “Thank you master Vadar.” She nods as so does Carth.After hours the fire becomes smaller. A few Jedi walk away and pass us. I look at Bastila. I turn around again and look at the fire.Bastila looks at Trask and Carth.They understood that look immediatly they all slowly left one by one. Bastila comes to me and lays her hand on my shoulder.I put my hand on hers and she pulls it back.She also leaves but a while after the others.I sit down in the grass still looking at the fire.

Bastila goes to the others. “Is she allright ..” “Yes.(Trask tries to pass Bastila as she puts her hand in front of him.) but.. she wants to be alone ..”Trask looks at her. “I’ll wait for her at home.” She softly nods and he walks away.
The fire from the pile of wood was burned out after a while.I slowly stand up walk to the pile of wood and sit down next to it. “Kreia..” A tear falls of my cheek and falls on the wood. “First father now you.. ” I look up. “But not mother..not uncle Carth… I won’t let that happen.That’s my promise..” I stand up and look at the pile for one last time and walk towards the academy. I slowly walk to Kreia and Bastila their house.I slowly knock on the door.After a while no opens an I slowly open the door. “Mom are you here?” I step in and go to Kreia’s room. I see her lightsaber laying on her bed. I walk to her bed and take it. “Double-bladed..almost forgot that was your favorit…” I wield the lightsaber and close it again. “No it’s yours not mine..I should make my own one..” I bend trough my knees and put my head on the bed. “She’d wanted you to take it,Quari..” I turn around and see Bastila standing in the doorway. “M..Mom.” I start crying.She comes to me,bends trough her knees and embraces. “Oh sweetie.” I burie my head in her shoulder. “I..” “Sshh sweetie.. You’ve been trough enough you don’t need to explain anything..” I look at her . “I don’t want .. anything happening with you..like Kreia and father.. I didn’t want anyone to get hurt.Now half of my family is gone..” She puts her hand on my cheek. “I wont leave you..I’d never do that..never” She sits down next to me and I put my head against her chest. “I woudn’t let you …not now..” I embrace her.

After a while we stand up and Bastila takes the lightsaber. “Here it’s yours now.” I slowly reach out my hand and take the lightsaber. “I’m not sure…she” “We talked this trough..” “I know but it’s just.. nothing leave it .” I look at her. “I’ll keep it but I’ll try not to use it.I want my own lightsaber.” “Of course ..I understand.” She puts her hand on my cheek. “I’m proud of you.” We hear someone knocking on the door. “Mother .. that’s ” “Trask?” I nod . She goes to the door and opens it. “Trask..” “Bastila.” “Why don’t you come in .” “Thank you.” He comes in the house and he seees me standing there . “Quari..” He comes to me and embraces me. “I…” I look at Bastila. “Trask I’d like t stay here for the night. We’ll be leaving soon so it would be easier.” He looks at me. “I wanted to tell you but .. then Kreia.” He looks at Bastila did you talk—-.” “No mother didn’t do that.Why do you always think she did something ?She’s my mother she’s protecting me.”I step away from him. “I’m sorry but I’m not ready for this .” I slowly walk away . “I’d like to be alone.” I walk to Kreia’s room and sit down on the bed.
Bastila looks at Trask. “I would do anything to make her happy and I know that sometimes even you make her happy. So why would I want to do something that not makes her happy.” Trask looks away. “I’m sorry .I guess I’m not needed here anymore.” “No.I think she needs you.She needs something I cannot give her.” She goes to her room. He walks to Kreia’s room and he sees me sitting. He slowly comes in the room closes the door and comes to me. I look up at him. “Trask?” He sits down next to me and I embrace him.”Shh.I’m here ..”I start crying and bury my head in his shoulder.

Hours later after Trask had left I hear Bastila talking to someone.”Mother..” I walk towards the hall. “Who are you..”I see Atreyu standing there. “..talking to –.” I walk to Bastila. “What’s going on?” Bastila looks at me. “Qauri..” “There’s something with Trask isn’t there?” Atreyu looks at Bastila. “He’s been found in a Kinrath cave…” I put my hand on my mouth and take steps backwards. “N–no .” I bend trough my knees. I burst out in tears as Bastila comes to me and embraces me. “Why.. why did he leave …I should’ve stayed ith him..It’s all my fault …..” Atreyu looks at Bastila points at himself and then to the door.Bastila nods and Atreyu leaves. “Quari…It’s not your fault .You didn’t do anything.” “That’s just it I didn’t DO anything ..I could’ve taken him home mother…I could’ve gone with him….” I lay my head on her chest and she puts hers chin against my forehead. “Quari..” I hold on to her tight. “…mother..”

The next day in the courtyard. “We are here together the Shan family to say goodbye to Trask Leuridan.He was becoming the newest member of my family so it is a great loss to most of all my daughter ..Quari.” She turns her head and looks at me.I softly smile at her and step to Trask’s body. I give him one last kiss and put the against the wood. I throw the torch on the fire and step back.I walk to Bastila andshe’s looks at me . She puts her arms around me.“Mother .. can we go please.” She looks at me. “Of course darling.” Bastila looks towards Carth and softly nods. Carth lays his hand on Atreyu’s shoulder.

In the ship.
“Where are we going first?” “We’ll go to Kashyyyk first then probably to Tatooine.” I walk towards the galaxy map in the center of the room and lean on the sides.I see Onderon marked on the map. “..Onderon… ” Someone lays his hand on my back. “Falk koreo?”I slowly turn my head. “Huh what ..??” I see a girl standing in front of me.’Karda!!’  ”Romiase??” She stretches her arm that’s holding a little bit of food. “Oaldune stai.Maybe you should keep it for yourself.. What’s your name?Ekio taan.” “Taan? Kartta ..Kartta Toilakni.” She comes to me and gives me a hug around my waist. “Karda?Capmela dosnea?” “..osnea? Aleran..” “Alderaan?” She softly nods. I take her hand and walk her to my room. “Wazire ksoima.. (Stay here) I’ll uh… umgabdi romiase.” “Sengila..”I slowly walk out of my room. I walk against Atreyu. ” Ow sorry..” “It’s nothing I just wanted to bring you some food.” “I can take it myself.. sorry .. ” I take the plate with the food on it out of his hand. “Thank you ..” I turn around and take a few steps as he says: “I’m sorry about Trask.” A tear falls from my cheek and I walk further back to my room. I open the door and see Karda sitting there and take a glimps of Trask. ” Huh .. uh Here food .” ” Fot? ” “No no food ..Ramiase.” “F.. f oo… Foo…” “You can’t say the d can’t you… ” “T??” I softly shake my head . “I’ll teach you .” I walk to the bed and sit down next to her. “Eat .. ” “Ou .. you .. ” I softly smile and take the fork(do they use that?).

After a while ..
“Done.. ” “D..Done?” “Yes that’s it .” I smile brightly and she jumps in my arms. “Are you tired?” She softly nods . “Here.. sleep.” I lay my hand on the bed as she points to the ground. “The ground no no sleep here .. It’s warmer than the ground.” She lays her on my bed and I lay the blankets on her. “O-Oiley (I love you.)” She gives me a kiss on my cheek. “O-Oiley Karda.” I give her a kiss on her forehead.”Sleep tight..” I get up and walk out of the room.I see something laying on the ground. ‘A .. a crystal?? A purple crystal ..Trask he went to ..’ I lay my hand on my mouth and a couple of tears stream down my face.I take the crystal in my hand. ‘Maybe i can’t start making a lightsaber.’I walk towards the cockpit. “Mother??” “She’s in the port dormitory. ” “Oh Thanks Carth.” “Who are you calling Carth?” “Huh? “I turn around and see Trask standing before me. “No..” I run through him and run to the dormitory. I run in the room and bump against Bastila. “Hee.. “I look over my shoulder and then look at Bastila. “Quari?What’s wrong?” I look in her eyes and embraces her. “Oh mother.. I keep seeing Trask all around..”She holds me close and then se let’s go of me . “Come …clear your mind.. and meditate..” “Mother I can’t.. ” “Sweetheart what’swrong..” “.. I can’t meditate not now It’s been to soon..I have to take care of… ” “You have to take care of.. ” “No one .. I just can’t meditate..”She takes my hand and opens it. “How did you..” “It fell out of my bag.I think it’s from Trask ..–” “Eawoki??” I turn around and see Karda standing there. “Karda?”I bend through my knees open my arms for an embrace and she comes to me almost jumping into it. I stand up with her in my arms and she lays her head on my shoulder. “Quari?” “Mother this is Karda” “Eawoki sunaliku? “ “Yes Karda this is my mother.” “Quari , You understand her ?” I softly nod I’ve been on ..Onderon for a long time and I’ve been talking to other species for years.” “And Karda(She holds me tighter) thinks that you are her ..” “Eawoki…Seh’s my Eawoki.” “Mother .. please I’m the only one she can talk to.. ” “.M..ot..Mother..” “And I learn her our language.. I can’t just leave her..” “Maybe your right .. But you won’t be alone to take care of her.”I look at her. “Mother but I– never mind .” I embrace her. “Eawoki..” I look at Karda. “Karda ??” She falls unconsiens on my shoulder. “Karda..? “I bend trough my knees and hold her tight. “Quari .. Let T3-M4 run a test on her to see what’s wrong.” She lays her hand on my shoulder. “I’ll take her to my room .. I don’t where T4-M3 -or whatever his name is- is.” “Then I’ll look for him.” I stand up and go to my room. I lay Karda down on my bed and sit next to her at the side of the bed.I hold on to her hand and see the robot and Bastila coming in . “Here he is..” The robot comes to me and Karda and a little stick comes out of it’s chest . He starts to examine Karda and finally says: “Beeopeeeep..peep.” “Huh?What’d he say??” Bastila looks at me. “She has some inguries .. Some days of rest will help… maybe weeks she might not be able to walk or breath probably.” I look at Karda. ‘I’ll be here for you…Veklani.’ “Bepodeep??” “Yes you can go T3..” He rolls out of the room. “Quari you should get some rest too. ” “I don’t need rest I just need to keep an eye out for Karda.” “I’ll take care for her.. ” “Mother I can’t… ” “Eawoki…EAWOKI.” Karda sits up and starts crying. I go sit next to her and try to comfort her. “Shh Veklani I’m here…nusa priadjia.(I’ll be here.)” I hold her tight . “Shh..” She stops crying and lays her head on my chest. I go trhough her hair with my hand as she falls asleep. “See mother I can’t leave her..She needs me now ..” Bastila looks at me not knowing what to say. “.. then go to sleep.” Before she said that I fell asleep with Karda in my arms.
Bastila walks out of the room and goes to the cockpit. “How much longer?” “Oh just a couple of hours.” “Then I’ll be in my chamber to meditate. ”

Hours later…
“Eawoki..” “Huh” I slowly open my eyes.. “Karda wh—” “Westardina !!Eawoki Sunaliku!!” She pulls on a piece of clothe. “Eawoki sunaliku… Grandmother..MOTHER??” I take Karda in my arms open the door and run out of my room towards Bastila’s room. “Mother..?” I see someone in a dark robe standing before me. I see Bastila laying against the wall. “What hae you done? Who are you?” I slowly put Karda on the ground. The person standing in front of me turns around. “Ah yourr Force power is very strong it’s you who I was looking for ..” “What have you done to my m..my master??” “Is that your master? I thought you were hers.” I look at her. “What do you mean?” I slowly put my hand on my lightsaber. “Karda get back..” “Well see She didn’t wield her lightsaber like you are going to do..” ‘Mother why didn’t you–There is no emotion there is peace there is no ignorance there is knowledge,there is no passion there is serenity, there is no death there is the Force.’ “She didn’t wield her lightsaber because the doesn’t kill her enemies. Who are you?” “My name is not important.. What is important that you are my enemy.” She wields her lightsaber and starts to attack me,I wield my lightsaber and try to block her strikes. She hits me on my arms and legs and I almost fall down. “Eawoki..” “Huh..aah a little one.” She wants to go to her. “You stay away from her..” I get back on my feet and she strikes at me.I strike her on her leg and her arms. She bends trough her knees. “Please I lost the battle Kill me. ” “And fall to the dark side?No I will not. Here a healing pack You can use it better than I.” “You won’t kill me .. But I failed..My master wouldn’t like this.” “No I’ll help you clean your wounds on your back.” She looks at me. “Thank you.”She takes off her robes. ‘How did she get those scars?’ I start cleaning her wounds. “It might sting a little.” She softly nods. “Eawoki sunaliku??” I see Karda going to Bastila. “Can I know your name?” “My name..my name is Preila Mar.. My sister is called Visas Mar ..” ‘Visas Mar ..’ “Her master is Sidion.. I always wanted to be like her but not with hm as my master.He treats you like a pupet..If you don’t ddo what he commands he could kill you ..” “My name is Quari and to be honest that’s my mother and she’s my Veklani.” ” Your daughter.. but you look so young …” “She’s not my real daughter I found he– She found me on tis plane and since then she’s been calling me Eawoki.” “What’s her name?” “My mother’s name is Bastila Shan and she’s Karda.” “Eawoki.. Eawoki sunaliku..” “Karda what’s wrong??” I go to Bastila.. “Mother??” I bend down to her. “Karda go find T4-M3..” SHe softly nods and runs off. “Is there anything I can do ?” “Yes we need to lay her on her bed.” Preila helps me to lay Bastila on her bed. “How did you attack her.” “Uh I used a Force Push.” ‘A Force Push .oh mother I hope you’ll be allright.’ I see Bastila opening her eyes. She looks at me and sees Preila standing next to me. She wields her lightsaber and stands up. “Get away from my daughter..” “Aah..” She accedentely hitted me on my side. “Mother please..”I bend trough my kneesburie my head in my knees. “Aaah…” “Eawoki..”Karda comes running to me and she embraces me. “M..mother.” Bastila slowly bends through her knees. “I’m sorry Quari I’m so sorry..I didn’t mean to …” Preila comes to me and let me support on her.I slowly stand up and lean on Preila . “Eawo..kii..” I turn my head and see Karda falling. “KARDA!!” Bastila closes her lightsaber and picks up Karda. “I’ll go take her to your room.” “Mother no maybe she should stay here..T4-M3 is here to examine you so now he can do that.” “Quari..” “No mother now is the time to rest in a couple of hours we’ll be in Kashyyyk.” T4-M3 rolls in the room. “Beeoped..” T4 would you please examine my mother..” “Beeowoaeep.. ” “Euh Is taht -hngf- a yes?” “Yes it is.”
Preila helps me to get to my room and I sit down on my bed.
She start cleaning the wound after I took of my robe. “Aaah…” “I’m sorry master.but it’s going to sting for a while.” “Since when am I ..ngh.. a master. ??” “Do you not remember .. what happend year back?” I try to think back years back.. “No don’t ..” I see a flash of my father in front of me. “Don’t .. ” “Master what did I do..” “Quari.. Quari..” “Father..?” I try to reach for him and he dissapears. “No .. ” I bend trough my knees. “..father....” “I’m sorry master I just tried to ..” “To make me remember .. but I remember a bad memory..” “I will leave you then .. to put everything on one line again..” I look ate her. ” There is a room free.. go ask Bastila..” “Thank you..” She turns around. “Preila I have ..just one question … What is undernath your cap?” “My cap.. I have.. nothing to hide for you.. my master..” She takes of her cap.(I’ll put a picture here) I look into her eyes. “Visas” I see Preila’s face only now she is blind. “My sister told me my former master didn’t want to see my eyes ,because of my sisters blindness.Now she uses Force sight too see where everyone is to know where she is going..” I look into her eyes. “I–” She moves her face closer to mine and kisses me. ‘Preila what ..’ She pulls her head back . “I’m sorry I –” She turns around and runs out of the room. “Preila wait..” I go back and sit in a corner. “I.. I don’t know why but I liked that..” I bury my face in my knees. “Quari?” I look up and see Atreyu standind there. “Atreyu.. ” “Is everything allright ?” “Uh yes .. I guess.” He comes to me. “Here.. Something I had to give from Uncle Carth..” He gives me something rapped up. I slowly stand up. “Uhn..” He looks at from top to bottom and he sees the bandages. “What happend?” “Nothing it doesn’t matter.” “Yes it does.” He comes close to me with his face.(kissingpose) “No get away from.. ” “Quari is something wrong.?” I open my eyes and I see Bastila coming in my room. “No no nothing.” “What ar you doing on the ground?” “Uhn I don’t know.” She helps me to get of the ground. “Quari.. there is something after ..Our accedent it’s been like you’ve been avoiding me.” “Mother no It’s just I was probably exhausted because I can’t remember falling asleep. I was trying to get my mind clear.” “M..Mother??” I see passed Bastila Karda standing at the door. “Karda my sweet.” I bend through my knees as she comes running to me. “Mother.. you’re okay..” I look at Bastila and softly smile. “She’s been with Preila all the time.. I was sleeping as well.” “Preila in .. in.. ” “Starboard room.. ” “That..” I see Karda taking a big smile. “I’ll go to her.. mother can you watch Karda just for a few minutes?” “Of course ..” Karda goes too Bastila. I walk out of my room and go towards the starboard room. “Preila..” I see someone standing there. “Preila..?”She turns around. “Visas… Why are you here.?” “Well it seems my sister has a new master..” I look at Preila who is crying. “.. and I am here for looking if you are worthed to be her master.” She wields her lightsaber and strike me. “No Visas..please I ..I love her.” Visas stops and turns. “You .. you love her??” “You can’t kill her .. her child needs her… you don’t want the child to end like us ..motherless please..” Visas looks at me. “No she must not die.” She puts away her lightsaber and goes to Preila . “Sister .. I don’t want to go back to Sidion..I want to stay here..” “I know..but do you know I cannot lie in his prescence.?” Preila nods and I interfere. “Why don’t you both stay.?You can have this room.” They both look at me. “I don’t want to be a burden and evenif I stay my master could follow me-” “But he has to come to us to get you..” I look at Preila. “Preila.. Can I talk to you?” “Of course..” “I’ll be here meditating..”Visas sits down. Preila and me walk out of the room. “Master..-” “Just Quari not master I’m not worthy of that title.. I wanted to talk about before…” “I’m sorry I didn’t mean to–” “I .. did like though I don’t know why..my boyfriend he passed away yesterday..normally I would’ve cried fo days and locked myself up in my room.. But Karda and you have helped me so did my mother but I don’t know you Karda or even my mother anymore.. but I know that in some part you are my family..I haven’t been with my mother for years but she still remembers me..” I see Bastila playing with Karda. “Look .. She’d even take care of my child..though she is weak from strength..” “Mother..” Karda comes to me. “Hey hey.. sweetie I’ll come to you in a couple of minutes is that okay..give me ten minutes or so..” “Okay .. ” She goes back to Bastila and I smile towards her. We walk further in the ship . “Listen ma– Quari..I am sorry bout your friend and from before… ” “Preila .. I needed time to think and I’ve been thinking.. about you about us .. I think it could be possible but.. my mother.. ” She looks at me in the yes. “But .. It’s your life..your choices ..” She lays her hand on my face. “You must begin making your own choices..” I blink away a tear and move my head closer to her.Our lips touch eachother and I start to kiss her. ‘No passion..’ We go to the wall and lean against it. I stop and look at her. “You think I’ve made my choice.” She kisses me. “I know for sure.”I smile towards her. “I think we should go back.” She softly nods. “If we have to.” “Sadly.” We get back to Bastila and Karda. “Woah did you see that unle Carth??” “What ? Did I miss something.” “Well yeah but umh.. are you still on this planet?” “Huh What do you mean..” “I mean you’ve been watching Master Shan for ten minutes now.” “I have?” “Mother..” Karda runs to me. “Heey sweetie.” She runs in my arms. “Have you been a good girl?” “The best..” “Oh yes?” “Yeah of course mother.” She embraces me. “She’s been a very sweet girl.. just like you..” I softly smile towards Bastila. “Did you have fun ?” Karda nods. “Lots of fun.” “Bastila… Can I have a minute to talk to you.” We look and see Carth standing there. “Uh .. yes Of course..” Bastila goes with Carth to the medical lab. “Well this may not be the right spot but.. Bastila…I ..I think I am ..in love with you.” “You … you are ?”She steps closer to him. “Yes I am.” He towards her with hius lips and starts kissing her.”
I go closer to Preila give her a soft kiss on her lips and lay my head on her shoulder. “Quari are you allright?” “I’m fine now..I’ve got Karda and you here with me.” I softly cry and Preila embraces me. “Shh it’s allright… we’re here for you sweetie.. and we are not leaving.” “I know.” I bury my head in her neck. “Quari is everything allright?” I lift up my head and see Atreyu standing there. “Atreyu..I.. I’m fine .” I stand next to Preila with Karda in my arms. “Who’s..-” I look at Karda. “This is Karda and this (I look at Preila) this is Preila..” “Mother who’s that..?” “That’s Atreyu sweetie.” Karda lays her head on my shoulder. “….Preila sorry but I’m going to bed.I feel a bit weak..”I give Karda to Preila . “Mommy.” Karda reaches for me. “Not now sweetie mommy is going to bed.” “I wanna stay with mommy..” She starts crieing and lays her head against Preila’s shoulder. Bastila comes back to the group. “Oh Mother I just wanted to go to bed.” “Well go on then I am not stopping you.” I go to her and she gives me a kiss on my cheek. “Sleep well love.” “Grandmother.” Preila puts Karda on the ground and she runs to Bastila. “Preila I think you left something in my room.” Preila comes with me to my room . I go sit down on the bed as she comes in the room and closes the door. She comes to si next to me and I start kissing her. “Preila… what would you say if I tell my mother about us..” “I .. I think you should..” “You do?” She nods. “It’s the only way to know she would allow you or not.” “Even if she doesn’t she can’t allow me not to love you.” “No.. she can’t..” “Can you go and ask if she would come please..” She softly nods. “Anything for you…” She kisses me again gets up and gets out of the room. She goes back to Bastila. “Quari asked ifyou could go to her. I’ll watch Karda.” “Allright then.” Bastila comes to my room. “Luv.. is everything allright?” “Mother I’d like to talk about me about my love.. life.” She comes to sit next to me. “I know that Trask has recently passed away .. too soon actualy but I .. Preila and me.. we’ve become close .. extremely close that is.” “Quari .. I know I can see the look in your face when you smile towards her. If she makes you happy love I can live with it..but just don’t forget about Karda..” “Oh mother.. you’re so understanding.” I embrace her and cry. “What would I do without you.” I hold her tight.I let go off her and put my hand on my arm. “Darling are you allright?” I softly shake my head. I put my hand on it and see blood on my hand. “Quari?” I look and see Preila standing there. “..love..”

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